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I have to block out thoughts of you |
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they crawl in like a cockroach |
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Dropping little reels of tape |
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Playing movies in my head |
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That make a porno feel like home |
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There’s a burning in my pride |
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A nervous bleeding in my brain |
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And ounce of pieces is all I want for you |
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Will you never call again |
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And will you never say that you loved me |
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Just to put it in my face |
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Will you never try to reach me |
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It is I that wanted space |
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Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you |
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I’m sober now for 3 whole months |
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It’s one accomplishment that you helped me with |
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One thing that always tore us apart |
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Is the one that I won’t touch again |
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In a sick way I want to thank you |
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For holding my head up late at night |
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While I was busy waging wars with myself |
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You were trying to stop the fight |
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You never doubted my warped opinions |
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On things like suicide or hate |
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You made me compliment myself |
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When it was way too hard to take |
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So I’ll drive so fucking far away |
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That I never cross your mind |
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And do whatever it takes in your heart |
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Hate me for all the things |
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Yeah ways hard to swallow |
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Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you |
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And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave |
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I’m kicking shadows in the street for every mistake that I make |
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Like a baby boy I never was a man |
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Til I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand |
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And the I found I’m yelling make it go away |
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just make it stop and let it shine just like it used to be |
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And then she whispered „how can you do this to me?“ |
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Hate me for all the things |
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Yeah ways hard to swallow |
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Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you |
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